new year's celebration was such a crippling disaster, such an awful nerve-racking piece of crap, that I should really think thrice about next year. I don't think I wanna be here. Maybe I'll just leave for dacha, that would be the coolest.
I've got to visit it in winter! Haven't done that in years, probably never...
Weather is nice, fresh and frosty, blue skies, squeaking snow.